Archive for August, 2005
blushes
Wednesday, August 17th, 2005looked around me,
everything seems so bright..
but there you are, shining like a star..
gazed at you for a while..
ahha!! you caught me!
blushes caught my face,
and vowed not to stare at you again.
but it seems like you are my favorite mistake,
often tempted to look at your way..
i never could have imagined,
blushes could make my day!
face in the mirror
Wednesday, August 10th, 2005Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people
You must be strong, can’t show them that you’re weak
Have you ever told someone
Something that’s far from the truth
Let them know that you’re okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have
Have you ever seen your face in a mirror, there’s a smile
But inside you’re just a mess…
You feel far from good
Need to hide, ‘cos they’d never understand
Have you ever had this wish of being somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear
Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it’s not true, what they say about you
You couldn’t care less ’bout a thing surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from now on…
I’m okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I’ll be honest with you
Still we don’t know what’s yet to come…
I used to
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005I used to Love him
As I look at what I’ve done The type of life that I’ve lived How many things I pray the father will forgive One situation involved a young man He was the ocean and I was the sand He stole my heart like a thief in the night Dulled my senses blurred my sight
I used to love him but now I don’t
I chose a road of passion and pain Sacrificed too much and waited in vain Gave up my power ceased being queen Addicted to love like the drug of a fiend
Torn and confused wasted and used Reached the crossroad which path would I choose Stuck and frustrated I waited, debated For something to happen that just wasn’t fated Thought what I wanted was something I needed When momma said no I just should have heeded Misled I bled till the poison was gone And out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawn
Father you saved me and showed me that life Was much more than being some foolish man’s girl Showed me that love was respect and devotion Greater than planets deeper than oceans My soul was weary but now it’s replenished Content because that part of my life is finished
I see him sometimes and the look in his eye Is one of a man who’s lost treasures untold But my heart is gold I took back my soul And totally let my creator control The life which was his to begin with
